Chapter 15: Blinded By Love
Disclaimer : DON'T OWN GLEE OR CHARACTERS. OR SONGS!
Rachel's POV
I walked into school with my head held high, even if a lot had changed since I was last in this building I knew I was just going to have to get past everyone else's drama and focus on what was important. I looked up and Saw Puck starring at Quinn as she pushed Artie down the school hallway and they got many dirty looks.
"You Okay Man?" Finn asked as Noah joined us walking to Glee
"Yeah, I will be soon. Once she realizes she loves me." Puck said
"I think she's already realized it." I said joining there conversation
"Yeah I hope. Because I really love her." He said
Things were still not the same with Puck, Finn and I but we were just going to have to except we couldn't take back what had happened. But I think at the end of the day we just forgive and forget. It is only high school and we all make mistakes.
When we walked into glee the first person I saw was Santana.
"Hey Santan, how are you feeling? Is there anything you need or I could get you?" I asked
"No, thanks though Rach, I'm feeling fine I mean the pregnancy is really still brand new." She said
"Okay, well just tell me if you ever need anything?" I said
"Hey Rach, why are you being so nice to Santan!" Quinn said "When I was Pregnant you didn't care!"
"Cause you were a jerk to me! And I wanted Finn!" I said
"True" She said
She was sitting next to Artie on the bottom step and I could see Puck starring at her. And she had looked towards him a couple times to. I knew there was some hope for the two of them.
"Hey Guys!" Mr. Shue said as he entered. He didn't know anything about Santana or Any other drama.
"Hey Mr. Shue Can I have the floor first today?" Santan spoke up
"Yeah, Go for it!" Mr. Shue said sitting down
"Okay well this song is for Brittany Im really sorry words can't describe it." She said
Mr. Shue just sat there confused.
What can I do
Pictures of you still make me cry
Trying to live without your love
It's so hard to do
Some nights I'll wake up
I'll look at your pillow
Hoping that I'll see you there
But I get up each day, not much to say
I've nowhere to go
Loneliness fills me up inside
'Cause I'm missing you
So if you'll give us a chance to remember
The love we had once together
Wait and see
Time is all that we really need
I'm praying you won't say no
I mean to tell you
Don't let it end
Baby we could have so much more
Don't let it end
Honey please don't walk out that door
I'm telling you baby, I made my mistakes
But I'll make you this promise to do what it takes
I'll be there to protect you and hold you tight
You got my lovin' baby every single night
Don't let it end
I'm begging you, don't let it end this way
Don't let it end
I'm begging you, don't let it end this way
Don't let it end
Baby we could have so much more
Don't let it end
Honey please don't walk out that door
Don't let it end
I'm begging you don't let it end this way
Don't let it end
I'm begging you don't let it end this way, no, no, no
No, no, no
What will I do
If you say we're through
I need you to stay, honey
Don't let it end this way.
When the song was over we were all crying and hugging Santana and Mr. Shue was so confused.
"Okay, Guys what happened on this trip everything is so different?" He said as we all sat back down.
"Its not our place to tell you" Kurt said looking over at Santana
"Yeah, its mine. Im, Im, Im Pregenat!" She said crying
"What Santana, im so sorry. Whose the dad?" He said looking shocked
"Sam." She said
"What are you guys going to do about it?" He asked
"I have no idea." Sam said
"I have a pretty good idea, but im not so sure yet." She said "Im looking into adoption."
We all sat there in an awkward silence as she said that. No one moved. We all just sat there feeling bad for her but not really showing it.
Soon enough class was over and Finn and I were walking to our next class.
"Im so glad that's not us" He said
"Yeah, we need to be SUPER carful because we both know neither of us could handle that emotionally." I said thinking about what would happen if I was pregnant. I couldn't even imagine it. I would feel so lost and confused. Our whole futures would me gone because I knew Finn wouldn't give up the child.
"I love you Rachel, and one day I want to have kids with you but for now promise me no babies until were married and ready!" He said
"I think I can make you that promise Finn Hudson." I said holding up my pinky.
"But, and I'm saying But if I ever got pregnant what would you do? Would you leave me?" I asked curious.
"No, I could never leave you. I would love that baby so much. But let's no worry about that until it happens!" He said kissing my forehead.
"What are you thinking about?" I said looking at Finn.
"Just thinking about how I can't wait to have kids with you and live in a house with you. You being my Wife, just thinking about how wonderful my future is going to be." He said smiling
"I cant wait." I said "This is my Class, ill see you at Lunch. Love you"
"Love you too!" He said kissing my check then walking off with his football friends
Quinns POV
I wasn't sure if it was the werid looks or the way Me and Artie looked together but something was off. I mean I know I like being popular and a Queen Bee, and Artie wasn't helping my Rep in any way. But I missed Puck, I missed how he treated me how bad he was I just miss him so much. I wanted him to prove to me he wanted to be with me though. I couldn't just come back to him, and I think Artie knew I wasn't into him.
"Well this is your class." I said stopping infront of the biology room Artie had for Next class.
"Quinn, what are we doing together? You don't feel it and neither do I?" He asked looking up
"I don't know, I feel bad but I fell like you were just a rebound and im still in love with puck and you know that." I said feeling guilty
"I know, that's why I think we should both just stop this now." He said
"Me Too. You're really sweet and nice Artie any girl would be lucky to have you" I said Kissing his check "Thank you for this though"
I walked away feeling bad, but on the inside I knew it had to be done. Now I just needed to see if Puck still wanted to be with me. And if he thought it was going to be easy to just get back together with me he was wrong. He had to work and prove himself. No song or words could fix what he did. He needed to show me he cared.
Santana's POV
I hated being pregnant. And I had only been pregnant for a couple of weeks. I just really was scared for the news to go around school and for people to think im a bigger slut than I already am. I don't want people talking about me or calling me fat. And I didn't want to fell bad about myself if I could take it all back I would. All of it. I wish I never slept with Sam or Puck or Finn. All I wanted was Brittany, and right now I didn't have her.
Pucks POV
The day was going slow. Slower than I hoped. Since Santan sang this morning I was planning on singing my love song to Quinn after school at Glee. I love her so much and I just really need her back. I don't love Rachel! I mean a part of me will always love Rachel but not the way I love Quinn. We have a different love, a complete love a trusting love an intimate love a real love. I just loved Rachel as a friend or sister, I just didn't realize it at the time.
It was finally time for glee and I made sure to be there extra early so I had time to talk to Mr. Shue about my Song.
Everyone was in the class room when Mr. Shue spoke up.
"Alright Guys, as you can see Puck has a song for us. He would like us all to make our way to the Auditorium so let's go!" He said
We all walked slowly to the auditorium and when we got there out faces all dropped it looked amazing.
I Had set the auditorium perfectly I had flowers and lanterns all over the place and I had a slide show of pictures of Quinn and I and Everyone in Glee and Finn, Rachel , Quinn and I playing in the background while I sung.
"Alright, This song is dedicated to Quinn of course. Trust me I know you hate me right now but I love you so much I always will. I know I hurt you but just listen to this song." I said Taking the stage.
I stepped back and I was looking directly in her eyes as I was beginning to sing my song.
Dancin' in the dark, middle of the night
Takin' your heart and holdin' it tight
Emotional touch, touchin' my skin
And asking you to do
What you've been doin' all over again
Oh, it's a beautiful thing
Don't think I can keep it all in
I just gotta let you know
What it is that won't let me go?
It's your love
It just does something to me
It sends a shock right through me
I can't get enough
And if you wonder
About the spell I'm under
Oh, it's your love
Better than I was, more than I am
And all of this happened by taking your hand
And who I am now is who I wanted to be
And now that we're together
I'm stronger than ever, I'm happy and free
When I looked back at Quinn I could see the tears in her eyes and how happy she looked.
Oh, it's a beautiful thing
Don't think I can keep it all in
If you asked me why I've changed
All I gotta do is say your sweet name
It's your love
It just does something to me
It sends a shock right through me
I can't get enough
And if you wonder
About the spell I'm under
Oh, it's your love
Oh, oh, oh, baby
Oh, it's a beautiful thing
Don't think I can keep it all in
I just gotta let you know
What it is that won't let me go?
It's your love
It just does something to me
It sends a shock right through me
I can't get enough
And if you wonder
About the spell I'm under
Oh, it's your love
It's your love
It's your love
When I finished the song I went down to her and took her hands.
"Quinn you have to know I love you so much and would do anything for you." I said looking in her big brown eyes
"Puck, I'll always love you. But you can't ever do anything like that again." She said strongly still crying
"I won't, I only did it because I wasn't sure I knew how I felt. But I do now you're all I ever want Quinn Forever and Always." I said kissing her.
She kissed back so I knew things were going to be okay.
"Does this mean we can all be best friends again?" Rachel asked
"Yeah, I guess it does" I answered Pulling Rachel, Finn and Quinn into a big group hug
"I've got my best friends back." Quinn said
"We'll always be best friends, no matter what!" Puck said
"Were a Family, no matter what!" Rachel said "And I couldn't ask for anything more"
All four of us just walked out of class together forgetting we were even in glee. We were all just so content and happy we forgot about the rest of the world.
We were all blinded by love
